sun breaks free, as a giant torn from the clouds.

What a life I lead in the summer
What a life I lead in the spring
What a life I lead in the winded breeze
What a life I lead in the spring

What a life I lead when the sun breaks free
As a giant torn from the clouds
What a life indeed when that ancient seed
Is a berry watered and plowed

What a life
What a life
What a life
What a life

What a life I lead in the summer
What a life I lead in the spring
What a life I lead in the winded breeze
What a life I lead in the spring



today was wonderful. 73 degrees of sun kisses and freckles and sitting
underneath blossoming trees as the pink heart-shaped petals
flutter around. 

yet i am internally battling with so many negative feelings. being fed
up with people, needing a job, needing to figure out housing next year,
missing my mother, missing my sister, missing you, missing sauvies,
missing familiarity, missing. 

trying to understand.
trying to embrace. 
trying to be focused.
trying. 

hardly.